Hey all! I know i haven't been particularly active on this blog. disregard the last post... i bet i was feeling a little hormonal when i wrote that. Anyway this new picture comes from a yahoogroup i found while surfing completely clean, innocent websites. the address at the lower right hand corner of this photo is however, a pornographic website cleverly disguised as a joke site. DO NOT EVEN THINK of visiting it unless you're absolutely sure you aren't offended by such material. i
sound like a cranky, liberal censor.
what with the end of the A's, i can proudly proclaim to the world that yes, MY LIFE HAS NO MEANING LEFT. interesting, though. most of my academic years have been focused on doing anything unrelated to school (read:sex, drugs and booze - notice women have nothing to do with it?) , and now that it's all over for me, i find myself actually yearning for a little learning! ah the ironies of life. There are some lonely, cold, dark nights where i find myself slowly opening my biology TYS seeking solace and comfort. OK now that was fairly disgusting, even by my standards. almost all the friends i used to go out with have now found fairly shitty jobs to occupy themselves with, doubtless for a little pittance and something to dedicate their time to. needless to say i should be getting a lot of flak for lambasting the dependable, youthful workforce and the concept of work that my peers have so earnestly dedicated themselves to, and in all honesty i have no defence for myself. i just feel like being a prick today. im leaving for japan tonight and i still haven't got a response from middlebury college as to whether my early decision got accepted. im now contemplating the concept of a broad education in the liberal arts. if anyone's got an opinion on this or other things (read: sex, drugs and booze), PLEASE, I IMPLORE you to write in or leave a comment!! i can't stress this further but maintaining a one-sided blog is dead boring. then again i suppose that's a given if you update your blog frequently and write with the skill of a certain waiter in new york (www.waiterrant.com) oh before you click that just lemme say that i don't know if that link works anymore. at time of writing, i didn't check if it still linked you to that awesome blog cos i was, well, lazy.

recently i found out something about myself that's downright scandalous. i think i **** ** *********. it's weird, and i never thought it possible that i should **** *** because ** *** *** ********* ******, and i've always regarded *** ** ******* **** **** * ******. I argued over the innocence of me looking out *** *** **** *** **** *** ***** as anything a normal ***** would do, but when i think about it, it doesn't seem so innocent anymore. It scares me to realize something so late. I've never really been in control of my own life, but im sure as heck not doing anything about this, because against all hormonal urges to do something, i'm sure as heck not risking a ******** *********.

DEAR 04S19!! IF YOU CAN READ (this), YOU ARE TO SEND ME ALL YOUR CONTACT DETAILS AND AWAIT A CHRISTMAS LETTER THAT MAY OR MAY NOT COME. im compiling something for the class and possibly sending out christmas letters (not cards cos im a self-professed rebel(what!?) and cards are a waste of money anyway). This message goes out especially to my indonesian and malaysian (cough) friends.

ok i know this post reeks of.... bad writing, and also an excessive tinge of sarcasm and jerkophilia. i've been watching House MD, an EXCELLENT detective/medical drama that kicks the shit out of anything else i've seen on telly for a while. i downloaded the entire first season and bits of the second, but don't go telling them HIP(honor intellectual property) people, or they'll be jumping on my harddisk like a 14year old male to screaming cheerleaders in tight spanky pants.

signing off,

THE GREAT ONE.